looping a loopy loop

yeah, the work load leaves me burning out physically at work leaving little time or energy for exercise beyond the softball so the daily fat burning and aerobic work is lacking so the weight rises not helped by the rushed meals in the evening and seldom eating any other time and lately even more, the sharing of decadent foods with jackson the last month or few as she too took the workaholic path and also indulged in the end time before her relocation north for a new life and now the emo eating as i adjust to the new solitary (and much much lonelier) life (at least until i adjust) and so, bigger than a breadbox, for sure...

so it's been a long cycle of up, down, turn around...

and now, change ahead, we hope :)