the neck, left side... nagging, sometimes sharp enough to not want to move, definitely enough to keep me awake lately... only comes at night after i eat after i sit in the recliner... getting worse over the last couple of years... probably need more exercise... doesn't hurt during the day, though it does occasionally while i am eating... thyroid tumor?... sure, go for the jugular (oh that is a bad pun)... gout?... yeah, i really ought to see a doctor and get this checked... some sort of blockage in the neck vessels pressing on a nerve?... rather lose weight first so i am not urged to go on blood pressure medicines... need to stop working so much and rest... need to start eating more often and not just one meal at night... need to take a long vacation... need to retire before i die... want, really... all i need to do is keep breathing and eat and drink a bit... rambling now, lonely, want a friend, want to be taken care of for once...
not a good feeling at night, but fine all day...
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