tinnitus

the ear is screaming at the loudest it's been in a long time... wonder why... blood pressure? (too lazy to check)... no caffeine today... just ate soup and a fat free cream cheese sandwich and a bit of calamari... life is otherwise so wonderfully fun and joyous... lonely at times, and screaming, but fun and joyous :)

woke a bit

with a little help from my friend... perhaps tomorrow i shall wake a bit more all by myself (even though i still don't wanna be)...